Keluh

Finally, I realized that it's not easy to be a foreigner, especially for muslim who has so many restriction and limitation in doing something because of religion rules. Tomorrow I will start to be the more strange person I've ever been. I feel uncomfortable inside, just like I have to prepare to accept others reaction.

There will be okay, because I have Allah beside me. But as a human, I still feel it's uneasy,,,,some kind of that feel I can't explain. I just want to cry but I can't, I need someone to share but I can't say anything, I need someone beside me, but there is no one here. This feeling is slaving me completely.

Rabb, it's really hard for me,,,it's too hard for me,,,